i want to join touch rubgy but i'm not allowed to.
why the sudden urge?
it's because i'm talking to chess right now and she said that contact rugby is so fun. i heard from a lot of people that touch rugby is fun. but i can't go under the sun becauseofmystupidfrecklesit'ssodamnannoying. but anyway i don't think i can endure the physical training because yi mei said that it was tough.

so anyway,
I. AM. SO. BORED. AT. HOME.
she haven't call me yet, i'm so sad. i really want the job. :< :< :< i bought two pairs of black jeans just for this job! it's buy one get one free btw. HAHA.

i'm really very envious of families who eats home cooked food. i haven't eaten proper home cooked food for ages. partly because my mom can't cook well so yeah. and it's quite troublesome actually. have to prepare the dishes, clean up the kitchen and stuff. quite tiring. sometimes my friends tell me that they need to go home and eat dinner, i'll be like 'aww man, you're so lucky. may i join you?'. i have not been eating proper lunch or dinner with my family. the most is we eat lunch every sunday, that's all. and it is not like a family lunch, it's together with my cousins because we always have lunch together after church. i'm not saying it's a bad thing. i'm trying to say that we hardly eat as a family.

ok enough.
bye!